Once again,
I got it all wrong,
I laid my crying head on the opposite side of the pillow.
Once again,
I have not jumped off the cliff and
I have not hazard to falling for reaching to the paradise.
Once again
I have been light at the same time when you were enlightened.
once again, however,
I did nothing ... that could save me. *thats enough*
the world is poor and mediocre, and I am part of this corrupt system.
Once again
I have not launched the rope
but I let that it slowly strangling me,
because I should have protrude me forward to take it,
but I did not. I fell.
Once again,
I settled, falling into an abyss dark blue.
in the sea.
forever.
That feeling missing, that suffocates
again inside me.
Rises, chokes me, kills me
It stings the throat,
It makes me fall dead.
Once again.
one more fucking time all fell apart.
* Now that I've fallen
I can wear wings of bones
to fly in the ethereal air. *
